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Soft warmup where I tried to draw it's old design but got sidetracked drawing the much more fun incomprehensible true design things. I don't know. One day I'll be able to give it the justice it deserves
#zoc scrambled#zoc shack#zoc artwork#Need it to be an abstract concept of a being at this point#like how people draw biblically accurate angels#trying to be human#That's what my Sona should be#or when people try to personify things that cannot be contained (the universe)#There's like . No wrong way to draw this thing except for how I draw it#<- unrelated to that. I need to get a reference of it CONTAINED for Artfight at least .#like a stable design that people could fall back to#but it's so hard#I need more heads for it honestly. Not just the TV#sorry I'm just rambling#double unrelated I just wanna ping pong thoughts with people#body horror cw
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I have unpacked the last boxes from the move! They were books I hadn't seen in years. I have a cozy couch and a relatively consistent work schedule for the near future. Will the star gods let me write now? Maybe? MAYBE?
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I'm coming to realize how vital it is to keep a running list of shit you did in the past few weeks so that you can participate in small talk. It's literally not anything to do with them being interesting at all it's just having Something to say to give people even the barest thing to hold on to. It's so you don't get into the "what have you been up to" "nothing much what about you" "yeah same" trap. Literally just say something.
What have you been up to? Um well it's getting warmer so I've been having to brush my cat every day.
Like no it's not that interesting of a thing to say. But now they can respond to it. They could say, man yeah it really is heating up, I've been trying to think of things to do inside more often. Or, oh you have a cat? What's their name?
Like. It's Something. All you need is Something. And if you're like me and your brain immediately goes blank upon entering small talk then keeping a list will help you remember things to say.
#spongesound.txt#if you never want to talk to another human being then this post isn't for you but I'm out here trying to make friends
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#american politics#us news#us politics#trump#trump administration#donald trump#republicans#i know that we dems have been dropping divisive and dangerous rhetoric like#‘concentration camps are bad’#and ‘let’s not make human beings illegal’#so yeah we dems need to turn down the temperature and try to be moderate and helpful like the republicans
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Watching Star Wars in chronological order is so funny.
Obi-Wan Kenobi really took one look at R2D2 in the middle of the desert and said “No, Luke, I’ve never seen this fucking droid in my life. Looks like a real bitch though. Not that I’d know. This is my first time meeting the asshole.”
No one in that whole franchise was Gatekeep-Gasslight-Girlbossing quite like “Ben” Kenobi, regular human-man.
#star wars#obi wan kenobi#r2d2#luke skywalker#More like Regular Human Cave Hermit I suppose#and R2 didn’t even rat him out???#I’m almost positive that there was a moment off-screen where R2 and Obi-Wan were alone in the cave hovel#just absolutely glaring at each other silently while Luke was using the rest room or something#R2 probably whirled around that cave bitchily#like Danm bitch#you live like this?#so uncivilized#and Obi-Wan was like#actually I think I WILL go save Leia#but only so I can drop this useless bucket of bolts on Anakin Skywalkers fucking doorstep and dissapear into the force forever#Honestly#the real plot of A New Hope was Obi-Wan desperately trying to get rid of the world’s bitchiest R2 unit#that somehow managed to find him again after decades#R2 found where he was hiding and Obi-Wan was like:#Guess I’ll die then.
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i’ve seen too many people arguing that marcille was already a full grown adult when she went to school at 35 despite literally all of the canon evidence indicating otherwise
#like trying to map fantasy race lifespans to exact equivalent human ages is pointless bc it simply does not work#so forget the numbers and start judging by how the story depicts the characters’ growth and maturity instead#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#marcille donato#dungeon meshi marcille#dunmeshi spoilers#dungeon meshi spoilers#delicious in dungeon spoilers
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Shenanigans ensue
#had this silly idea and then realised it was nearly actually Valentine’s Day#and sort of rushed to try get it out on the day. close enough.#anyway I just think this would be a funny episode idea#with misunderstandings and miscommunication galore#they would build some ultimate matchmaker machine.#Candace would be annoyed because she would say you can’t make a machine to do that you have to do it naturally#Perry goes along with it all because he likes spending time with them#and then at the end it’s a lesson about how some people are gay or whatever#pnf#perry the platypus#human perry#my art
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local ladies man’s signature move totally useless against autistic monster enthusiast. more on Kabru’s fumble era at 6
#i’ve seen so many interpretations of that 1 hr freeze frame of Kabru’s smile in ep 16#he’s meeting his long time crush of course he’s trying to charm him#Kabru so obviously has a big fat giant crush on Laios#like atp in the story he’s tried to talk to him and get his attention so many times agjdjajdj#Laios is the human rubix cube he’s been searching for his entire life#everyone else is almost too easy for Kabru to pin down#Laios on the other hand … a treasure trove of autistic mystery#Kabru is so locked in#Kabru used signature move: charming smile#Laios: no effect!#there’s something so beautiful about the popular pretty boy entering his fumble era when his one true love turns out to be autistic#labru#laios touden#kabru of utaya#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#wasabi rambles#seen so many clock that smile as nefarious and machiavellian#baby no Kabru is just dialing the charm up to 100 and what we’re all feeling is second hand embarrassment LMAO
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I appreciate that my mom is trying to help, but it seems I can’t handle questions or commentary in any form. Not just from my mom. I absolutely dread the questions and commentary that comes with being alive. I lived with my aunt for two years after college, and every single time I left the house felt like an interrogation. I didn’t go out often but do you understand how exhausting it is to be interrogated so often? Never mind that she never gave her nephew that also lived with us a second look.
It’s not like I’m ever doing anything questionable. The whole process of executive disfunction is just already so fucking exhausting. Attempting to order my thoughts enough to make even the tiniest decision, more often than not getting too frustrated and choosing something blindly just to have the decision made, gathering enough motivation to even start acting on said decision, never mind completely following through. Like how am I supposed to explain something to someone when I can’t even explain it to myself.
Now I know what you’re thinking: I don’t have to explain myself to anyone, but to that I say: do you even understand how ADHD works? Even if I completely ignore the commentary it will be on my mind all day long. And if I open my mouth - forget it - that’s a direct line to info dumping literally everything that is currently taking up space in my brain. So even the prospect of simply ignoring the questions and commentary is daunting. If I can’t filter myself, how am I supposed to filter outside input?
Now take this whole fiasco and apply it to literally ever fucking move I make. What I eat for breakfast, the jigsaw puzzle I’m hyperfixating on, not wanting to go on a walk, why I woke up late, why I haven’t made progress on anything that I so desperately need or want to do. I can only explain how the executive function or lack thereof is currently affecting my ability to function as human so many times.
All I’m saying is there’s a reason I’ve worn the same outfit every day for like 16 years.
#executive function#adhd problems#adhd#actually adhd#trying to be human#failing unspectacularly#just a mess#not even a hot mess#they say wearing the same thing is a sign of genius#I say that’s like trying to convince a bride that rain is good luck#executive dysfunction
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when u go to write a mentally ill person in ur story you are presented two options. the first option is to write your mental illness realistically as you actually experience it with all the ups and downs and people who are like you will resonate with it and feel seen. except every person who reads instagram infographics on mental health that uses the phrase narcicisst for anyone who does anything that crosses them and unironically call themself a dark empath will call you scary and tell you that youre demonizing mentally ill people
the second option is to lie and write inspiration porn for those people to get hard to
#just kidding the third option is i drive myself insane#trying to find a way to write someone like me in a way i may be respected as a human being#without shaving away the more frightening aspects of my experience or life#challenge level . impossible. i will die. or they will make youtube 3 hour long rant videos about it someday#scratchpost#txt
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Not telling y'all that you should be able to identify AI slop (but it is a valuable skill, you totes should), but if you're to be accusing artists of being AI left and right at least go and do your homework, or at least do the bare minimum and use AI identification tools like Hive Moderation, so you 1- don't ruin someone's lifehood 2- don't make a clown out of yourself maybe
Like, i get it, AI slop and "AI artists" pretending to be genuine is getting harder and harder to identify, but just accusing someone out of the blue and calling it a day doesn't make it any better.
The AI clowns shifted to styles that have less "tells" and the AI arts are becoming better. Yeah, it sucks ass.
They're also integrating them with memes, so you chuckle and share, like those knights with pink backgrounds, some cool frog and a funny one liner, so you get used to their aesthetic.
This is an art from the new coming set Final Fantasy for MtG. This is someone on Reddit accusing someone of using AI. From what i can tell, and i fucking hate AI, there is NO AI used on this image.
As far as i can tell and as far as any tool i've used, the Artist didn't use AI. which leads to the next one:
they accused the artist of this one of using Ai. the name of this artist is Nestor Ossandon.
He as already been FALSELY ACCUSED of using AI, because he drew a HAND THAT LOOKED A LITTLE WEIRD, which caused a statement from D&D Beyond, confirming that no AI has been used.
Not to repeat mysef, they're accusing the art above, that is by Nestor, to have used Ai.
REAL artists are not machines. And just like the AI slop, we are not perfect and we make mistakes. The hands we draw have wonky fingers sometimes. The folds we draw are weird. But we are REAL. We are real people. And hey, some of our "mistakes" sometimes are CHOICES. Artistic choices are a thing yo.
If you're to accuse someone of using Ai, i know it's getting hard to identify. But come on. At least do your due diligence.
#no#i will not “tag” the Ai artists of the catsune miku and the cat cux for all i care AI artists can go to hell and burn#but like#there are many of them#and when you figure out how to spot ai and how the AI generate the images#please trust me on this one#it gets super easy to ident like 80% of most of it#the catsune miku is the HARDEST to ident so far#because it did something out of the ordinary#but otherwise the others have very easy tells#they're trying to mimic styles like watercolors and acrylic#that have blurred edges#and impressionism#that have undefined shapes#so theyr “mistakes” pass as intention#but that's besides the point#what i want here is people to just think a little but before randomly accuse people#cuz it's really getting out of had#and god i do love seeing an AI artist getting their wig yanked out of their fucking scalp for pretending to be a human#but y'all need to know when to do it#some of you don't know how to behave and it shows man
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karaoke night ✨💫
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#gravity falls#billford#bill cipher#stanford pines#human bill cipher#the book of bill#tbob#im late drawing this scene but i just had to#i went Through It trying to render this sighs#my art
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One thing about me: I like to be scared
And this is where things start to get interesting..
#my art#the band ghost#ghost the band#papa v perpetua#papa perpetua#perpetua ghost#tobias forge#perpetua kinda feels like something that's trying to pass for a human while not exactly being one...a cryptid of sorts
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that one Laios meme but with the 12 bros, saw the rise one and got inspired <33
(don't tag as t-cest)
original under the cut!

Original by @/sweepswoop_ on Twitter
#Can you tell i've never drawn them before this very moment#I was deep in art block for months until this fucking meme dropped#Tmnt#tmnt fanart#art#fanart#tmnt 2012 fanart#tmnt 2012#tmnt leo#tmnt raph#tmnt donnie#tmnt mikey#does this count as a shitpost#shitpost#meme#tmnt 2012 leo#tmnt 2012 raph#tmnt 2012 mikey#tmnt 2012 donnie#tmnt meme#my art#combining both of my current hyperfixations together#should i make a crossover of them....#they'd probably try to eat the bros and marcille and chilchuck would be screaming at them about their agreement of no human-like creatures#ninja turtles hell yeah#tmnt raphael#tmnt leonardo#tmnt michelangelo#tmnt donatello
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posing for their new mixtape ✨
#transformers#maccadam#jazterwave#soundwave#jazz#blaster#tf blaster#tf jazz#tf soundwave#art#jazz must have seen humans do the heart arms pose and wanted to try it with his boyfriends#tbh i saw a pose reference with 3 charas doing this and though u know what i gotta draw them#they're such cutiessss
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my lesbian werewolf oc >>>>>
#oc tag#maru#werewolf#lesbian#queer#blood tw#tw blood#original character#my art#mine#the story line here is that chand (the human) was going to be messed with and maru (the wolf)#was on the brink of tranforming bc of the full moon and happened upon chand and freaked out and mauled the guy#but is still trying not to fully turn#and chand is like wtf just happened but also maru just helped me so im not going to run away#this scene has just been rattling in my brain and this took me like forever to complete bc of all the details#but shes finally finished
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